December 2009
9 posts
Those little momments
Conversation on the phone 12/24/09
BC: So how long are you going to love me?
Me: For you Forever and a day.
BC: Aww you so corny.
Me: An that is why you love me.
BC: ughh I know.. why did I have to fall for your adorkableness
Me: Ohh man I guess that ill just have to pick you up.
BC: Huh?
Me: You said that you "FELL" l for my adorkableness.
BC: You are such a dork
Me: I guess so but I am your "DORK"
BC: Night Blankie I love you... forever and a day
Me: Okay Night try not to be cold with out me... I guess that you will just have to use your other blanket TT-TT. Always forever and a day...
One of a kind (man am I sappy or what)
B.C. has a pair of eyes that change with B.C.’s mood. People marvel at how cute they look when they’re complimenting B.C.’s eyes in their array of colors, but they’re just as wonderful if not even better when they’re wide open for everyone to see. Because when you look into them, you see a soul. A pure, tender, and beautiful soul. One that probably has made many...
An now you have me..
First loves are very important, they map the once uncharted waters, and they give you an experience of a love that take some people lifetimes and beyond to find. —- will always be BC’s first love. But that doesn’t mean that the heart can only fall in love once. The heart is more than capable of breaking,
it can be bruised, battered, mistreated etc. You can lose a first love...
Why am I so tired?
People have said to me,
“Bethany, you look tired.”
I’ve been in and out of bed most nights. It’s weird.. I think I’ve forgotten how to sleep. Some mechanism in the brain isn’t working; you could,”forget” how to sleep, couldn’t you?
I’m just lying here and my thoughts are quick, crowded, and vivid like
Pieces if broken glass, nothing...
C.I 2009! ("Heart In Sole")
Heart and sole not “soul” is the title for C.I. this year. I wonder why the title is like that? hmm.. well that Last time I when to C.I (Christmas Institute) was in 2007! The concept that year was “The beautiful struggle”, that title actually fit me perfectly that year. I was honestly going through some hard times in 2007, one of them happened to be when I was going...
“Bethany! Your room smells so orgasmic! Dose it tickle your hormones?”
– BC <3
“Is That a toilet seat cover?”
– Kathleen Rhea AKA The Flightless Bird
YAY!
HAjahaja! I finally got this thing to work for me and I wold like to say,
THANK YOU SHIRLEY!!
So know I guess I have to use this thing now lmao. So what I am going to be posting on this thing are some little writing pieces and some otherthings like pictures and what not. This might also become my online journal thing hmm maybe.. we shall see.
What dose your heart Beat for?
TRUST
“The trust makes my heart beat. Even at the moment when my heart is about to stop from the pain, the trust between us put me back on my feet. Now when we are together, I can go through anything. And my heart beats with self-confidence.”
FEAR
“The fear makes my heart beat. Every morning, I ask myself a question. Can I really do this well today? Do I have what it takes?...